thoughts in chaos

long is the way and hard that out of hell leads up to the light. [john milton] the hardest thing to explain is the glaringly evident which everybody has decided not to see. [ayn rand]


October 18, 2006

one year

one year ago, after my lunch, i saw the movie fight club (with brad pitt and edward norton) at school. quite a remarkable movie, it made my imaginagion to start working again - apparently, it had gone on vacations. so i decided to put an end to my previous blog - the darkside rebirth. it had been a very funny blog for me, although its origin was shadowed by my feelings towards an ex-love. so, and despite some posts about many other things about my inner me, it was basically an arena where all my hatred and sorrow ruled above everything else. it was an obvious mistake, one that i sweared i'd never repeat.

so i made this blog. and although sometimes it seems must like the darkside rebirth, it introduced some new conceptions. first, the language - always english, no matter what. it might be hard because english is not my base language, but it's a challenge. then, i decided that i should write smaller posts - sometimes only one sentence with an idea, period. i don't do it all the time, but every rule has its own exceptions. last but not least, i decided to never focus it on (my) love, ex love, whatever. there is more in the world than that.

the fight club movie was the cornerstone of this blog. it's funny to think that one year has passed and i've never seen the movie again. anyway, one year ago, this adventure started. one year of suicide notes, melancholy, joy (sometimes). one year of the best and the worse of me. but most of all, one year doing one of the things that more pleasure gave me doing.

to the few of you that read me, thank you.

john

11:55 AM

 

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Parabéns, então! Um aninho de muita coisa escrita que eu tenho vindo a tentar decifrar. lol beijinhos doces

18/10/06 20:15  

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