on hope

you see, i do not know if it will be worth it. i don't really have a clue about it. i mean, after all the trouble we've put each other through, how the hell are we supposed to know if this time we'll sort it all out, if this time it will finally work as intended? i don't, and i don't think she does. the thing is, it might be relatively easy to lose everything but hope. it's always so hard to lose faith. sometimes we want to - we really do. it'd make life so much easier..! but in the end, we all hope for the best, even when we try to make ourselves believe that everything was said and done. and that's what drives us, beyond all possible reasoning.