tide

i'd go to the beach - any beach, as long as it was empty - and would lay down by the wet sand in the water line. all day. i'd just stay there till the tide came up and surround me. and i'd still stay there as the same tide went down, back to the dephts of the blue sea as the sun traversed the sky. there would be no thoughts, pain, no tears. no fears. merely a dead body staying unmoved as the world was passing me by.