thoughts in chaos

long is the way and hard that out of hell leads up to the light. [john milton] the hardest thing to explain is the glaringly evident which everybody has decided not to see. [ayn rand]


October 25, 2007

concrete wall

and it might feel like i'm smashing myself on a concrete wall, on and on, endlessly. but the thing is, it seems i'm beyond pain. i'm bruising myself against the wall, i'm cutting myself on broken glass scattered in the ground, and i don't feel it. maybe later, when i lay down and try to rest, it will all hurt me at once; but for now, i keep going.

6:21 PM

 

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