need or greed
now, and only now, it is all clear. and the truth is, you never quite loved me. you needed me. and that's completely different. you needed me to break the shadows of your self-imposed loneliness. you needed me, so you wouldn't drown. but once things started to change, once your loneliness started to break from the inside, i became useless. pointless. i wasn't even there any longer, so why on earth would you need me? you could even get someone new for my place, just as you did, because i was old and rusty and never-changing and no longer new. so i merely played the part of the mc keeping the crowd warm between the two major attractions on the tv show. so i was never meant to shine - only to glow for a while, until you found your way out of the darkness of your own making. and it was so obvious - i know of at least three things that will change from now on. three things you either never did or fiercely denied them. status, binding, introduction. deep inside, you are just like all the others. what is bad today is the best tomorrow.
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