out of sequence

i think my work is starting to tell me why my writing activities (other than this blog, which is chaotic by nature) have a tendency to fail - they have no sequence. i write something, let's say a chapter of a tale, today. and i have no freaking clue when will i write the next one. i might know the entire story in my head, all right, but maybe something is lost in between, i don't know. it's possible.

anyway. it's a royal pain in the ass to go to a conference, take my notes, do a lot of different stuff in the next two weeks (yes, two weeks), then get back, sit on the bloody computer and write about the conference. takes a lot of time to get started. and when i finally do it, something else needs to be done first. abandon the text, start doing another thing, get back to the conference. and the same, again and again. i can't make a sequence of the most uninteresting of the subjects. fuck it. what will happen is, i'll end up with a crappy test about it.

in other words, i need vacations.