thoughts in chaos

long is the way and hard that out of hell leads up to the light. [john milton] the end is in the beginning and yet we go on. [samuel beckett]


February 10, 2008

bitterness inside

i hate hope. it's terrible to feel it. to experience it. hope leads to expectations. expectations lead to illusions. illusions lead to disappointments. disappointments lead to bitterness. and to be quite honest, i'm tired of being just another bitter son of a bitch walking over this filthy world.

maybe i should go back three years ago and finish what i left unfinished.

2:14 AM

 

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

good luck for that ;)

how was the weather?

great to see u back ;)

11/2/08 13:46  

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