usual, trivial and inevitable

sometimes we need to feel that we do matter, that we're not just another passer by in the sidewalk of life. yes, it is always uneven, as i've explained somewhere below. i have no illusions on that subject. to get less than what i desire is usual, is common. it's inevitable. one gets used to it and moves along. to get back much less than what we give, or than what we'd be willing to give, now that messes me up. and yet, it is also usual, trivial and inevitable.

and i like the word 'uneven'.