moral judgements and nervous energy

we will eventually survive this, of course, just as we have endured the erosion of distance before. but we won't be the same, for we both have stared into each other's eyes and seen the truth. and the truth is, you would despise me for the way i am, for it is contrary to everything you believe and your prejudice always surfaces. i can't take myself too seriously, i can't help being negative, and my ultimate priority is my own freedom - and for that, i do not deal that well with moral judgements and nervous energy. it will survive, yes. but fading away.