so much easier

she did it once too, and it was so strange. for the first time of my life i felt so futile and useless. after all, it's so much easier to give up when all the odds are against us. she pushed them to the limit; she still does it, and against all expectations she keeps going on in the most successful way. i remember when we met, so many years ago, and how pathetic how i felt. damn, there was someone who had all the reasons to hate her life and the world and the sun shining outside, and there she was, with a passion and a love for being alive absolutely unmatched. and i was there, sitting besides her, feeling defeated as i have never felt before. and now you do it again, revealing a strenght that i know i would never had, always keeping your spirits high and never falling into despair. and it's so much easier...