all wasted on the eastern front

time, as ever, has proved me right. even sooner than what i could anticipate. some apologies should be following now, right? wrong. as it seems, i'm not worthy of apologies, not when i'm as good as target for all the bitterness inside, heh? so what we have instead of apologies? oh, that's right: pretty much the good'old bashing, the same arrogance, the same thoughtless agression. and that for no reason. i don't get it. i mean, i can understand the idea of waging war, some battles must be fought. but to make an enemy out of a friend just for the fuck of it, come on... that's not only silly, it's also plain stupid.