hangover

and suddenly i've found myself into that moment, you know, just after throwing up when alcohol has finally taken its toll. fisrt you feel supersonic, everything turns into a laugh. then you feel dizzy, a rush makes your feet unstable and your vision is shadowed by invisible clouds. then the world shakes and jumps within you, and everything comes crashing down. out, even. and then you recover a little, enough for you to walk. your head feels heavy though, and you're not quite certain about your whereabouts, or about what you're doing. i'm at this stage right now: shaking like a leaf, unstable in my feet, heavy head, roaming without a clear purpose. soon i'll fall asleep, without notice; and the wake up will really make me feel like shit.

shame not all hangovers can be healed with pills, really.