gravity always wins.

i felt just like him. with something in the back of my head, a splinter stuck deep into my mind, driving me mad whenever i moved. without pain or even itch - just a discomfort that should have no place at all, an alien feeling that kept driving my attention away, pulling me backwards, bringing back memories and long forgotten sensations. a hole, a void within myself where there once was something precious to me, something that the circumstances forced me to give up. an endless abyss that revolves restlessly, trying to pull me into its bleak dephts never to let me go again. like a star trapped within a black hole's gravity pit. it shouldn't be like that. it should never be like that.