thoughts in chaos

long is the way and hard that out of hell leads up to the light. [john milton] all life long the same questions, the same answers. [samuel beckett]


September 07, 2009

the wrong choice.

that was a wrong choice of words. i'm not really "lacking stability". i simply cannot care anymore. have no reason to. have no motivation to. everyday it's just the same - and when it's not, it's only for the worst. you've not helped either, as i've mentioned here before. and so i sink, i sink everyday just a little. i've been here before. i've seen what happens. i hated it, and i hate it, and yet i do nothing to change it. i was born stupid and will die stupid anyway.

12:03 PM

 

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