the wrong choice.

that was a wrong choice of words. i'm not really "lacking stability". i simply cannot care anymore. have no reason to. have no motivation to. everyday it's just the same - and when it's not, it's only for the worst. you've not helped either, as i've mentioned here before. and so i sink, i sink everyday just a little. i've been here before. i've seen what happens. i hated it, and i hate it, and yet i do nothing to change it. i was born stupid and will die stupid anyway.