I do expect the payback. It would be logical, it would make perfect sense, and it would fit. I keep forgetting that I'm most likely an exception when it comes to hold and feed on resentment, or rather not to hold and not to feed on resentment. It's an emotion almost alien to me, but maybe not for others. So it might come one day, if I stop being wary. Or paranoid. Thin is the line between both, especially when it lies between us and the world immediately around us.