thoughts in chaos

Years ago, when this blog was updated almost daily, I've written its last post and kept it locked up in the draft folder - waiting for ...

Some moments of our lives are so insignificant we wouldn’t ever think about them again. And yet sometimes they seem to hold a force of thei...

There was something missing in your eyes - some primeval light, some lifeforce telling that you were actually there. You weren't. Not a...

As far as music is concerned, 2012 will be remembered as the year when I finally saw Radiohead in what might as well have been one of the t...

Semantic games serve no purpose other than deceiving ourselves. They are nothing but smoke and mirrors that fool no one, as everyone readil...

Our old mistakes always come back to haunt us. Even if we cannot clearly remember their original form - they are bound to be repeated, even...

It's not that I have forgotten those memories. It's simply that I no longer care to remember them. They have fled beyond hope or so...

May. By now Spring should be all over the place, and yet this year Lady Winter seems bent in taking the time that was denied to her during ...

(I know this blog has been rather neglected lately, but it will get back on track. Eventually)

I just wish I could pull out money from out of nowhere the same way I can pull out patience out of nowhere. I'd be filthy rich then, and...

We always come up with excuses for those we care about, and we do it to the point of being blind. We cannot conceive that those who profess ...

Some people do never learn. They keep calling for truth, the same truth that slaps then in the face whenever they find it. They can never ha...

We are never the same. I do not find this odd at all; as each person sees us through his or her own set of lenses, we are often colored by ...

Nowadays, and in some circles, responsability is not about being accountable for something, whether it turns out to be a success or a failur...

Eventually we will all forget all that we used to say and do, so that we can finally say and do exactly what we criticized others for saying...

The problem is not that we have our own issues. They are there all right - we can't get rid of them by magically snapping our fingers or...

There is no point in complaining that we are not free when we were the ones binding ourselves to the ground, in a delusional - or desperate ...

I wonder why the people who are supposed to know us better than anyone else sometimes act as if they don't know us at all.

As my mind blanked out into oblivion it let out a word. A single word. It was meaningless; for all intents and purposes, it was nothing but ...