beauty in the dissonance

i really need to stop daydreaming. i really need to land for once, to feel the cold earth under my feet and take a deep breath. it's a time of trials, and i knew it. only, i never expected them to be like this. to feel this way. the storm rages above me, violently, restlessly. the wind blows, ravenous. and the whispers of the past haunt my ears, their talons fiercely grasping my mind. so much noise in such a silent place. there is no going back, for the way i came from vanished under the blizzard. no matter. without any other option, i'll find beauty in the dissonance, or die trying.