thoughts in chaos

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December 17, 2007

a conversation between me and an old university mate

me: you know what? i don't miss our university. and yes, i mean it. i really do. i long no more for the time i was there. all right, it was fun and all, and i still have good friends there. but i don't miss it.
him (incredulous): you serious? how come? has anything happened?
me: yes, and no. you see, i closed the cycle. i went there, had my four years there. and it's over now.
him: okay, but that doesn't mean you do not get involved with that world any more.
me: for me it does. there is nothing left binding me to the place. friends? i need no university to meet them. besides, i've had my time there, now it's time to move forward and give the new ones a chance. it's their world, not mine any more.
him: i see your point, but there was no need for cutting it so deep.
me: actually i needed to. it's a brand new world, here in the ouside. the university was a cycle of my life, and now it's closed. definetely closed.
him: i don't think i could do it. or that i wanted to.
me: well, i can and i want.

6:32 PM

 

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

i think you made the "him" think about his own situation. Sometimes we need to see the opposite position to see where we are. Kisses li

17/12/07 19:56  

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