turning the tide

usually i don't like to start thinking about something good before it happens - as we all know, that's a magnet for bad luck, and even though i'm not a supersticious guy, i'm pessimist. but if all this turns out to be true, then i might well be turning the tide. i just hope the irony is on my side this time. for a change.

and i'll explain what this is all about if it does happen; if not, i'll write another of my usual depressive posts.