waste not, want not

angie says i have a positive way to face life. with all due respect, angie, you're out of your mind. if there's one thing that i'm not, it's optimistic. tried it once, and hated it. it's dull and empty. i can't simply hope for the best all the time, because i know reality is twisted. things tend to go wrong, awfully wrong. if we let nature follow its course, chaos will prevail. believe me.

about those words that i've written here: they're not optimistic. that phylosophy is not positive. waste not, want not. it's that simple. throughout life, we desire many things; yet how many of those desires is fulfilled? we seldom get exactly what we want - so, we must learn to want what we get. we must learn how to do a lot with the little we're given.

of course, it could be worse. but it could be better as well. a lot better.

and angie, we all think too much. even those foolish enough to say that they act before thinking actually think too much. it's not that we have too much time to think; we merely have nothing better to do.