(almost a) suicide note

love can really depresses me when it withers and dies. family can depress me with its troubles and intrigues and general bullshits. friends can depress me when i can't have them around and need them, when they're not around, when they disappoint me, when i feel like having them depressing me (i'm a slaughterer of innocents). work is depressing by nature, so no point going further on this subject. and yet, i think nothing can make me feel depressed, melancholic, lethargic (often nostalgic) as listening to radiohead. and they are so good that it gets almost addictive.





.... oh, forget the 'almost'. they are addictive.