on recklessness

sometimes recklessness is the only way out. and even if we don't make it out - we don't care, that's no longer the goal. we know we might not survive, and even if we do, we know we're not gonna make it unscratched. but after so much pain, after so much woe, we're beyond caring - and our last-ditch effort does not have as a goal to let us out, but to cause as much damage as we can. on that regard, i hope i'm a winner, even if the victory is bitter and somewhat empty.