a matter of pride

yes, my friend, i could try and put aside my pride, in order to try to make things right. but when a relationship is shattered, it can only be mended if both parts are willing to put some effort into it. in this particular situation, yes, i would have to put aside my pride, my anger, and the loathing that has found good earth within me to grow. to be honest, i'd be willing to do it if only it was worth the effort. but it isn't. and it isn't because the other part is not willing to give away is pride. the other part is not willing to apologize. for the other part, i'm the incarnation on the primeval evil walking the earth; so let me behave accordingly, and be damned for it if i have to. i never cared about being a good person anyway.