and pushing us into self-destruction
somehow i've realised that all that concept of "twin souls" when it comes to love is not for me. i won't explain why yet. i'll just tell you this: a girl that had everything i like about a girl wouldn't have me falling for her. i suppose i'm more into the "cold-hearted bitch" stereotype. i suppose i can easily fall for someone who could scorn at romance, who would kill any sweetness, any "romantic" thing. someone who could turn love, real love, into what it must be: a destructive force. someone who would force me to battle every day not to let her overtake me and destroy me on a whim. this would be my perfect love: a force that would have me near death every day, one that pushed me and her so far that we would be inevitably drawn together.
this is just a theory, of course; one that is most likely flawed by assuming i can fall in love again. but flawed or not, it helps explaining a lot of things.
this is just a theory, of course; one that is most likely flawed by assuming i can fall in love again. but flawed or not, it helps explaining a lot of things.
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you are weird and random lol
and can you explain why people fall for those who do bad to them when there are other perfectly nice people out there for them?
I would love to hate love one day.
i know, i know :)
that, unfortunately, cannot be explained by reason, as one cannot explain why one falls in love with x and not with y. at least not to my knowledge. what i do know is, sometimes the fact that someone hurts us doesn't keep us from loving them.
or we just love to get hurt lol
Lay off The Fountainhead! That's the Howard Roarke in you talking.
roark is surely a source of inspiration, but it's not him here. i've just realised a funny thing about myself, that's all. it's not like roark because, well, i'm far from being like him.
i'm more like holden caulfield, actually. as a matter of fact, i'm just like him. salinger was thinking of me when he wrote the book, that's for sure!
Bleh, you're depressing me, I'm going elsewhere lol
Have a nice day :)
lol. have a nice day as well. mine will be consumed by work... and this is a depressing thought!*
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