When one displays nothing, one shows no interest - and one should display interest. But when one shows interest, true interest, one should not ask. Fucking brilliant, but it goes on: when one asks, one should not ask because one should know it by now. Maybe. But when does not ask and decides to follow knowledge or gut feeling (or something more or less between both), one should have asked instead. I'm not really sure what to make of this, but I earnestly do hope that I'm still bright enough to one day understand how to untangle this mess.