not dedicated

i made the mistake of dedicating a blog to someone twice. the first time, for the best reasons. the second time, for the worst. love and wrath may be them most important feelings we have in the chaos inside us, but they cannot lead us anywhere. when writing a blog, i mean.

now, some posts may be dedicated to someone. it's not my fault that my mind, my heart or my imagination wish to say something unspoken. this is just a vessel for these three entities, and for the thoughts that are born in the chaos they create altogether.