change in the air

yes, it is probably better for me to heal alone, just as i did before. but that was a very long time ago - and back then, everything was different, from the people around me to the depht of the wounds. but the times have changed, and everything looks harder now. there is too much change in the air, too little hope to summon. and while time has changed, i have not, or at least some fundamental characteristics of myself have not changed that much. in other words, i'm still a dreamer, even if i'll be damned for it.