on diamonds (fake ones)

now i can't see where the hell did all that came from. i mean, it used to cast such a light to me that it almost bound me. some time ago i wouldn't have thought about it twice if i had been given a chance to walk towards that light; and now i see its source again, and it's all lost. gone. the precious diamond turned out to be ordinary, common and absolutely uninteresting. why it kept me under its spell for so long i know not; but i do know it's all over. i'm glad it was a fake one.