knowing better

you really thought i'd go on and ask you that? small chance. i know you were dying to tell it all - especially after my little, improvised display of vengeance - but if anything, i've learned something in the recent past. it's not that i wouldn't like to know it, or that i couldn't handle it. i'm sure i could. but i know better now. there are things i prefer not to know. at this point, it's irrelevant to me to know the reasons you faked to justify what shall never have any justification.