that joke isn't funny any more

one day it won't be a joke anymore. a delusion. something distant. no, one day it will be real, quite real, so real and so close that it will scare the crap out of me. yes, it might well be a mistake to do something for the wrong reasons. but as a friend told me some days ago, sometimes we want something, and we try to get it. and we do everything wrong, we are driven by the wrong reasons, and we end up getting what we want nonetheless.