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long is the way and hard that out of hell leads up to the light. [john milton] the mystery of love is greater than the mystery of death. [oscar wilde]


January 05, 2009

suicide note

of all the human actions, suicide is by far the most coward. some might disagree. as every living being, we are given the opportunity of living one life, and one life only; therefore, putting an end to it requires a great deal of courage. pure misconception, of course; to face life every day takes courage, not running away in the most absolute way. but we run out of time. we always run out time. death is thorough and flawless - no one can escape its ruthlessness. to live is to play an uneven game, one that allows no victories - only delusions of victory, short-lived triumphs whose meaning is inevitably erased by the sands of time. as such, suicide remains as the only way to laugh at death. the end is unchangeable - death. but a suicide can chose the battlefield and the weapons for the combat. we can't defeat death. but we can bend it - she will take us, but it will take us in our own terms.

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