not a lie, perhaps?

first time it happens. weird sensation. my big mouth fuck up, had to came up with an excuse. easy to do when you're not talking directly to the person in question. eye contact makes everything harder. makes the most perfect lie easily detectable. voice can denounce one, too. a little shake, a slight hesitation, and everything is on the surface. anyway. had to came up with an excuce. a lie. don't do it often. don't like to do it. not with friends. but had to. good excuse. and the funny thing: it became real. i didn't know it would, but it did. it became real. i made up an excuse that turned out to be no excuse at all.