thoughts in chaos

long is the way and hard that out of hell leads up to the light. [john milton] the hardest thing to explain is the glaringly evident which everybody has decided not to see. [ayn rand]


March 02, 2009

forewarning

i might walk again the same path i've walked so many times before. i don't mind, i know the way rather well by now. but be forewarned: if i do it, it will be the last time. and after that, you might whine as much as you like, for i won't care. hell, why should i anyway?

1:54 PM

 

14 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey, how are you? :)
and by the way, i have time so don't just say "i'm fine" lol
x

2/3/09 18:48  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

lol.

actually i'm not fine... lol. dust allergy kicked in last night, lost count on how many tissues my nose has burned today. need to find some pills now, but what troubles me is, i have a lot of stuff to pack up now... which will create a lot of dust.

oh well. next days will be fun, i suppose.

other than that, i'm okay :) what about you?

2/3/09 19:36  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i'm good, busy but okay. are you moving houses or something? lol ^^

x

2/3/09 19:59  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

yes, i am... for the fifth time in six years. by the way, my favourite animal is the turtle. see a connection here? :)

2/3/09 20:26  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

err, turtles don't have a fixed home? lol. i'm not sure. that's all i can think of, except, when I think of turtles all i connect with them is slowness, they're really slow lol.
x

2/3/09 20:36  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

well, my dear friend, you should see my turtle. that guy is fast as a rocket :)

and yes, they have a fixed home. what i mean is, that home is attached to themselves, so they have to carry it all the time, no matter where they go. i feel just like that here in lisbon, really :)

2/3/09 20:41  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ohhhh, i get it now lol. if you don't mind me asking,, why do you keep moving? is it the people around you? or is it your heart/mind telling you to move on? perhaps you don't want to get too attached to certain people?
x

2/3/09 20:45  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hum, that would be a long story. i promise i'll post it soon, perhaps even today if i have the time for it. what i can tell you is, it's not that i want to keep moving, but sometimes i have to - either because of the people or myself.

2/3/09 20:59  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ok, i think i know what's up :) lol
xx

2/3/09 21:00  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

my, you're replying faster than most of my friends through msn messenger :)

(and my nose is killing me)

2/3/09 21:05  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ha lol. i'm bored what else is there to do? XD

i still think you should become a writer.

oh, guess what i wrote a short story the other day, and i'm going to enter it into a competition. lol :]

and I do hope your nose gets better. I won't think of you or else you will sneeze a lot.

xx

2/3/09 21:08  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

haha. thanks :)

well, i'm a writer of sorts. also write short stories, and have some novels thought and already beginning. but as i said the other day, i'm lazy, and lately i've ran out of inspiration. the truth is, i need a new muse to inspire me, lol.

thought about entering a competition once, but i think i'm not yet prepared. anyway, i wish you luck. remember to tell me if you win, i'd me pleased to read it :)

2/3/09 21:15  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

music is an ongoing inspiration. just listen to the right music at the right time and then inspiration will come to you.

and if i do win, i'll tell you ^^

xx

2/3/09 21:19  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

will be looking forward to that :)

actually what usually inspires me is to go out, take my laptop to some outside café, sit and write while taking some cool air and drinking a good coffee or beer - something i haven't done for a while, don't know why...

2/3/09 22:06  

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